Millat Tractors Ltd.

Today was way different. The group went as a whole. V had a back, and it was good to have Fiza's viral confidence and effectiveness, complementing my LOGIC, J bhai's FOCUS, and Waqas's SERIOUSNESS. So sharp at 9, v hit the GM Finance's office. V were subtle.Presented our charts, discussed our approach, highlighted our questions and stated our objectives. He was impressed, I guess so, or atleast hope so. V got to the relevant depts. and set to work. Things turned out to be intriguing.I had to do what in audit jargon is called 're-flowcharting'. The greatest thing was that I got so immersed in the work, that I even forgot 'THAT'! I simply forgot THAT completely.was such a relief to be relieved of THOSE thoughts. so work really gets ur mind of all SUCH memories and soothes u. It did so to me today.
At 12, v were in the waiting room, all dun with our work.changes were significant, but v managed very well, thanks to ALLAH. It was a great learning, and I learnt that I can live wid contentment, if I have immense 'work related' thinking to occupy my mind.................................................................................................else I just wander into the wilderness.

Saturdays-revising the thoughts.

Saturdays are cool. Having gone through all the in-sensibilities of a week, its da day, when 12 hours of soltitude, provide the opportunity to 'think straight' again. Its the time to realize the 'wanderings', the 'silly aspects', and every aspect 'un-reasonable', which shudnt have been there.Its a great period.things begin slowly, momentum builds up, mind gears to complete understanding, plans solidify themselves, and the lock is put into place perfectly for the trigger to be pushed and the bullet to be thrust towards the target.
The good thing is that I created a whole chart for assumed debtors, and a way to deal wid dem, all by myself.

Over the years

Over the years life has taught a lot. Rather better put, in a single year, it has altered the thought process significantly.In finance the par value may not matter and face value is all that counts. But Finance is different from Life. In Life 'face value' is the most 'un-trustworthy' variable.Trust anything except the 'face value' of people and things. That the best at face-value may be the worst at par, and vice versa. But outcomes have been good too. Continue failing I may, as is human, but atleast there is a hole showing the light radiating from the right path, where there was utter darkness and a 'soul-less' search once.First the soul was asleep, now the soul has awoken, and weak however it may be, but it knows wts the fight about; its about 'soul' itself.

And in the midst of all the philosophical and spirital soul searching there stands AJ with a stick in one hand and a carrot in the other. There is a big 'F' on all the 'pathetic' flowcharts, and everywhere one sees, there are people cursing and crying. But as the pill is bitter they say, so maybe the worth of going deep into 'assumed debtors', 'more documentation of flow charts', 'spare parts', and as AJ calls 'a lot more', may also dawn its worth later in life. Sometimes the future frightens but then the confidence in intellect rises to meet the nightmares. Life will definitely rise like the waves to meet and appraise my preparation, but in the midst of all the best things would be to stick to standards and to keep up the fight for His Sake, and to never give up.